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I saw the Yahoo story of the poor young student in
Georgia who is
suffering from this terrible decease and my heart breaks for her. As I
read her ordeal I couldn't help but relive my own story and thank God
and great medical care to have survived this awful infection. I hope
we survivors can All reach out to this poor terrified girl.
My Story: One morning as I was working as a part time school bus
driver I scraped the skin back from my middle finger from the first
knuckle down towards the nail. It didn't bleed but almost. Because I
had scraped my fingers many times before I was not all that concerned
about it as it had happened before with no issue. I went about my day
without cleaning it up of bandaging it. It was a scape. This
happened on a Monday as best I can remember. I didn't notice it other
than it was a scape on my finger. The next day I went about my normal
business but sometime later noticed it had become red and infected. I
put ointment on it and rapped it with a band aid. No big deal, right?
The next morning I noticed a pain under my left arm and I didn't know
why. I looked in the mirror to see if I could see anything but it
seemed normal except for the pain. I tried to ignore it and went
about driving the bus but with some discomfort. The pain lasted all
day but again I ignored it and went to bed. The next morning the pain
was worse. I looked again but really didn't notice any redness or
swelling to speak of. I ignored it and tried to do my job and gutting
through it.
When I got home that night I didn't feel very good and went to bed.
The next morning the pain again was worse than before and I didn't
feel very well. Once again I ignored it and thought the scratch and
the pain had nothing to do with each other. It was painful all day
but I worked through it. When I got home later I felt even worse and
thought I was getting the flu. I told my roommate I was going to bed,
I was sick and don't come close to me cause I thought I had the flu.
I never get sick. I thought the best thing I could do was get some
rest for the flu and then on Monday I would go to the Doctor for the
arm pain if it had not gone away by then. I was vomiting and I had
diarrhea. I took Advil and Tylenol for the pain and Pepto-bismol for
the diarrhea. NOTHING worked. By 2:30 am I was in distress so much
that I couldn't stand it any longer. I HATE going to the doctor and I
didn't have any health insurance. I didn't care by then because the
pain in my arm was to intense. I told my room mate I had to go to ER.
As I arrived to the ER I told them I had two problems. I had a
terrible pain in my arm and I thought I had the flu. Please help me
with the pain and let me go home. I was put in a room and they began
to take blood and ask me lots of questions. Finally after putting in
an IV they gave me some morphine. It did nothing so they gave me
more. Again, NOTHING. Finally they gave me ------------- that they
said was 10 times stronger than morphine. It needed to be but it
worked and the pain subsided. They told me that I had an infection
but was not sure what it was yet. They told me they were going to
admit me to the hospital and that I would need to stay awhile.
Several days or more. Oh No. This was at 3:00 0clock in the morning
on a Sunday no less. When taking off my cloths to get into the
hospital gear I first noticed that the arm was turning RED and
swollen. Oh No. Now what? They admitted me and kept me on the pain
killer that night. The next morning my regular doctor came to see me.
He ask me what I had done? Had I cut myself or something? It was
then that I remembered the scrape on the finger and pointed it out to
him. He said "that's the problem" !!! The scrape is where the
infection had come from. It was a Strep Group A -Cellulitis. It had
caused my kidney's to virtually shut down so they had started me on
antibiotics and checked on me regularly for several days. By Friday my
kidneys were coming back OK but the arm was getting worse. It had
turned black and red, it was swollen and looked bad. The doctor said
they didn' have the means to find out what it was and they were
transferring me to a larger more regional hospital. Oh No. About 2
hours later I was in the larger regional hospital where I was admitted
to a room. A doctor came into the room and questioned me about what
was happening. He said he had called a specialist in these kind of
things to come see me. A short time later a young doctor came into
the room looking very serious. He sat down and started to tell me
that I had Narcotizing Fasciitis. He said that it kills people and
that it would kill me if they did not operate on my arm NOW. Oh NO.
I was not ready for this. I had never had to go to the hospital for
any reason other than to visit someone else. Before he left the room
he told me that I would be there for several weeks and that I could
lose my life or my arm. Oh No. I was not prepared for this!!
Without going into all of the details, my arm was operated on 3 times
in a matter of a few days to get all of the Narcotizing Fasciitis.
Two different doctors did the surgeries. I was in ICU for 2 weeks
with the greatest nurses who cared for me. My son and my room mate
stayed with me at night. I couldn't tell if it was day or night. I
had delusions from the medications and pain killers. It was
horrifying. One of the days following the 3rd surgery I was told that
now I was going to have wound changes every other day. They had
attached a "Wound Vac" to the wound to help the healing process. When
the nurse came to do the wound change I had no Idea what to expect. I
don't even remember if I had any other pain meds or not but I can
honestly say it was like being tortured. The pain was almost more
than I could take. I had to look forward to this every other day for
how long???? I don't think so. The nurses, me and my family told
the doctors that I could NOT go through that again without better pain
control. The next time, they gave me a bunch! They needed to cause I
could still feel the pain but somehow I guess I was able to deal with
it. It was not easy. Ever. On Christmas Eve one of the surgeons
came in to ICU to see me. He said, The infection is gone!!! Thank
God. Really. Thank God. Now I had to heal enough for the other
surgeon to close the wound. That was going to take some doing because
they had taken a large part of my arm tissues and 1/2 of my trisect
mussel out. It was as though a grizzly bear had lunch on my arm.
Really. Horrific looking. I was emotional and scared. When I was
lucky enough to sleep I went to the dark side with terror dreams that
made cold and shaking when I awoke. I didn't want to sleep. After two
weeks in ICU they told me that I would be transferred to another floor
out of the ICU. There I was still hooked to the IV and my arm rapped
like a broken leg.
It was next to impossible to sleep. I was very emotional and
depressed much of the time though I was thankful that I had survived a
terrible scare. I couldn't see how this terrible wound now could ever
heal. Of course they all assured me that it would but it would take
time. How Long?? How much time? A lifetime?? I was very sad and
very emotional. As the days and the wound changes continued I began
to feel a bit better. I would even go out of the room and walk around
the floor. Then one day they told me I would be able to go home with
a portable Wound Vac for a month. I would still have to come in for
the wound changes every other day until the wound was ready to close.
I was scared to go home thinking that perhaps something would happen
and I would not be in the hospital where they could help me. I went
home. It was difficult for my room mate to help me and care for me but
she did. I will always be very grateful to her. After about a month
my arm started to itch like mad. I showed the nurses but at first
they thought it was a fungus infection like athletes foot and gave me
some pills for that. It didn't help and after a few more days they
realized that I had ANOTHER infection!! Oh NO. Is it back? do I have
to go through all that again?? They readmitted me back to the
hospital and put me back on antibiotics for 3 days. I was very very
depressed and scared. They told me that it was not the same infection
and that I should be able to go home. I did and a few days later when
the doctor came to check the wound, he said it needed to have more
covering over one of the tendons and I would need another surgery to
do it. Oh No. Bloody Hell. So back I went to surgery but I was able
to go home after one night. Back to the every other day wound changes
again for a few more weeks. I was beginning to believe the day would
never come for me to be well again. My life was to go to the hospital
every other day. I had the staples removed 3 different times. No
matter what they say about how easy it is, IT HURTS. Finally after a few more weeks the doctor told me.......let's close
it. I was glad but also frightened. I knew that the skin for the
skin graft had to come from me and I was using all my skin right now!
I was not looking forward to having two wounds rather than just one.
What choice did I have?? Do it. The day came and here I was back at
the hospital for my sixth surgery. Without all the details, it went
off without a hitch. I woke up and felt OK. No pain really to speak
of. Humm. My leg where they had taken the skin from looked bad but
didn't hurt. I could go home. OK then. Come back in a few days for
the wound change. Little did I know that the leg didn't hurt because
the doctor had put a numbing agent in the dressing and when it was
changed it would hurt like hell. So be it. I am the luckiest
unlucky guy in the world. I have recovered mostly!!! My arm has a
big bad scar. I'm able to use the arm about 80% right now and hoping
to be more in time. I'm very very lucky. Of course there are allot
of details that I left out but I had the very best of care from great
knowledgeable doctors and most nurses though I did have a couple I
could do without. I have a scar to remind me every day for the rest
of my life of just how lucky I am. I pray for all those who are not
as lucky as I. Please take care of ANY wound or SCRATCH you may get,
even a sliver or a little prick. It could kill you. Please wear
gloves and clean yourself very completely. It could save your life.
For anyone who may read this and have this terrible infection, get
help quickly and get the care you need. Do Not delay. You can beat it
and you can still live. I am proof of it. I actually went and hit a
golf ball the other day. I hit it like an old man but I HIT IT!! It
will get better and I am grateful. God Bless.
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Brad Meadows rbmeadows@gmail.com USA May 2012 |
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